The Blessed Diva - February 14th, 2006

Ok, things can be going great and then out of the blue psycho bullshit pops ups!!! Take for instance my last post ... things going great.... well here we are on Valentine's Day and I've gone thru yet another defeat in the love department.

This guy fooled me - had me hooked. He all of a sudden stopped texting or calling me two days after he came back from Mississippi and then my 'sister' saw him kissing another boy at the Quest and all up on him. Now these are not my words but the way it was told to me ..."some skinny ugly boy"...

Well I had already resolved in my mind that it was over .. I'm not blonde I get the picture .. no call .. no text in several days means you're not interested and I can take a hint!

Well, it's so ironic that the other day ok 2/11 after the said boy spotted me at the Quest ... text messaged me. Well, I'm tired of being everyone's welcome mat and I was tipsy so I let him have it ...

Conversation went something like this...

J: Ok time has passed ... what's going on
Me Time has passed and you proved to be exactly what i feared so fuck you - get with the skinny boy you were with when I tried to talk to you. Don't ever text me again. I asked you not to hurt me and you went and did. I will not let you or anyone else fuck with my heart again. Fuck off.
J: What are you talking about? But ok. I really think you are highly confused or mistaken
Me Not mistaken .. just thru
J: Ok
Me I would just like to know what I did wrong
J: it's not what you did wrong babes..nothing like that ... just communication but we need to talk sometime
Me I see you in here. Stop disrespecting me. I am leaving my phone in the car. Bye
J: I'm leaving it's not disrespecting you but your friend i don't appreciate the approach from him but its cool this isn't a place to amend old times...do you think
Me I don't know what you are talking about. I just know that you stopped talking to me and it hurt. I did nothing wrong. But its cool. Whatever makes you happy you just missed out on a good thing.
J: I'm sorry I am but I don't want to loose what I could have had
J: Please be careful going home babes
J: Good afternoon
J: Please talk to me
J: Hope you had a great day at work today


I think maybe he's bipolar and its a good thing we didn't work out. He completely disses and me and then tries to make it see like I'm psycho or too needy or something. He use to text me several times a day with sweet messages and I'd always reply back .. i never initiated the texts .. so how can I be "too attached or too needy" ... the fact is that he probably met this boy online and wanted to fling it..well baby consider it flung, LOL .. I'm strong enough to say ... hit the road! I'm not slinging DO DO and you smell of horse SHIT!

So .. there... you have it ...

Boyz suck and VDAY is so depressing....

And how's your life going these days? LOL

To Trinity Taylor and Racquel Scott for helping me remember why I moved to Birmingham in the first place....

to start over
be closer to my friends
and pursue my drag career

Thank you ladies for the love and support..muah!

Hey Darren and Dewey...love you two beyond belief! Happy Valentine's Day .. trix!

Margooooo.....Martha........love Lisa!