The Blessed Diva - January 10th, 2006

Is that how you spell perpetuated .. I could click spell check but it's so annoying .. anyway .. just pretend all my typos, wrong words and obvious misspellings are perfectly ok!

So now ... why do the good "girls" get f*cked up by rumors? A little birdie told me somethings were being said about me .. and well let me just say ...

For the record:

1) I'm fine! I was fine before and I will be fine long after! Traded in my FAT (Fine And Tastey) card for my PHAT (Pretty Hot And Tempting) card! Can't forget my roots!

2) I'm not anorexic! I have never been, nor will I ever be! The weightloss is because of gastric bypass! Not because of #2 or #3 as follows....

3) I'm not on crack! I have not been, never will be and do not plan on trying it out. Come on! I may be an alcoholic but I'm no crack head! Geezus! With all these rumors flying around, it leads a girl to drink!

4) I have not nor have they nor have we ever had sex! I=Erica They=Porsha and Darren We=Best Friends! Don't be hating because you may feel that blood is thicker than water. What we have is thicker than blood!

5) I don't have any diseases ... you have to actaully be doing something to contract something .. so get .. got it .. good .. mind ya business hookers! Just because you like to play in the trash doesn't mean everyone else does!

It's so funny that people in our community can't just mind their own business or just be genuinely happy for somebody. If you are suppose to be my friend, and wanted to know if something was wrong with me ... don't ask other people. Come to me about it.

I had a nice heart to heart with Porsha and Darren and this is no way directed at them. Racquel and I have chatted briefly and girl this is in no way related to you. I thank you three for really caring about me enough to point this out and to just ask if I'm doing ok .. I love you!

It's to anyone who maybe fueling the rumor mill. Again, I ask that you see itmes 1 thru 5 above and then realize some more things:

1) I'm not perfect but ... neither are you.
2) I'm not a whore ... but you may be ... that's your choice (Go with God honey)
3) If I appear sick to you ... it's because I've been going through some very stressfull situations that I don't expect you to understand and well quite frankly really isn't any of your business.
4) My blood levels have been off ... after you have a major surgery like gastric bypass they have to make sure you are getting enough nutrition and that your vitamin levels and electrolytes and things are in balance. I haven't been doing a good job at eating and ... due to #3 above ... but thankfully 3 people who really care ... have made me see that I need to put the stress down and focus on what really matters and that's me!

So ... now ... this may sound odd .. half of you won't even know or get what I'm saying but that's ok .. it wasn't meant for you. It's just meant for the shade. Remember all you shady bitches... the sun does come out most of the time. And...when the sun shine's ..there is NO shade! For the gossip boxes and the rumor starters .. if you lay down with dogs you are bound to get up with fleas. You all didn't make me and you damn sure won't break me.

Ok...enuff said!